| FUCK.
I really screwed myself over this time. So close to being ok, and then everything was taken away from me by me. This has been the worst year ever. I am glad to be rid of it. But now i must face the consequences that it brings. and im scared to death. where do i go from here?
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| To think, after all these months the thought of you still brings me to tears. I guess it's my fault really. I always pick the scabs off my wounds. That always makes it seem like they'll never heal. Eventually they do but they always leave a scar as a reminder that I've been hurt.
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| you were in my dreams again...
you're such an asshole. |
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| What i miss the most is having you as my friend.
i could really use one of those right now.
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| why is it so easy to be sad? to let negative emotions and experiences overwhelm you until all the pent up feelings just burst out of your eyes as hot burning liquid that offers no form of comfort or solace.
Why is it so hard to be happy? Why does it take so much effort to smile? And even when you do find a piece of happiness it is fleeting and is gone in a second.
Why does it have to be like this? Why am i stuck in the same spot and you are long gone. Why was it so easy for you to move on? why was it so easy for you to replace me? Am i that trivial? Am i so unimportant that i don't even matter?
Doushite? Doushite desuka?
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